All i want for christmas is you. No, in fact all i will ever want is you. Idk if you are going to read this, but you should know who you are. I have spent the last few weeks living in denial, swimming in a pool of fake happiness trying to forget, only to realise that you are the one, the only one i will love. Every corner, every direction i turn to there is always something that will remind me of you. Like for instance, entering the MRT station, i will start thinking of the times i spent messaging you, rushing you to go home early. All these will never be forgotten. The past weeks spent pondering. why, why? why did it happen? Only to realise, i was the one at fault. That's it, blame me, stone me, i would do everything just to get your forgiveness and move back to how we were before.. I miss you, i really do..