Got this feeling something bad is going to happen. Oh well, if it doesn't work out... I'll turn to god for help.. Maybe I'll find my calling there.

My head hurts, my heart feels burdened, I'm about to burst into tears thinking of it. I think I should really sleep before more negativity ensures.

Some random thoughts before I enter the realm where dreams are made and forgotten in an instant. Now If I'm gone, dead, suicided, whatever. Who would truly be there? More thoughts but no strength to write them. The headache is getting worse. Goodbye world.

P.s That felt like writing a suicide note. Maybe that's a good choice? Mmmm......